Hi folks:
It's my first day at work. Was bombarded with 1215 emails! That's about 121 emails in the 10 working days while I was gone. Hmmm... Three things... 1) am a much needed man in the office, 2) they are all spams or 3) am just vain and asked people to send me emails! Haha...
Has been a long day today. I haven't gone through all my emails yet and at the same time, a bunch of them came bombarding into my inbox. It's now 7.47pm and am still in the office. Getting a short break by updating this blog.
Anyway, my life has been an exciting journey so far. I was just on YM with a dear friend just now and we chatted about what makes us a happy person. It dawned to me that in order for you to be happy, you need to make someone happy too. There's no single direction.
I have moved on from my past, though yes, I admit, that memories, good ones, with brightlight do pop in once in awhile. I think it's just natural. But, great enough, I'm blessed with a great family and friends who care much for me. Thank God for that. And a fish to swim with in my life journey. Ikan - you are a great fish who helps me to see that I'm actually blessed with so much love. You all have been a savior to my gritty darkness.
So, I'm back on safe ground. Safe as in back to the familiar. Having been away for close to 3 weeks made me feel that I'm so grateful to be in this land called home. All the glitters of Munich, Salzburg, Frankfurt, Rome, Florence, Paris and London are nothing compared to our own home although it is sometimes tainted with anger, hatred and jealousy. You all made me what I am. My mak and my family, all my friends, and now ikan and even brightlight, thanks for the friendship and the occasional arguments and bickering.
It made me who Bartho is. Bartho who feels great to be back on the safe ground.